How I Conquered the Ghosts and Ate My Way to Heaven: A Story as Told by Pacman

by John Townsend F10

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Nochnoe Nebo

by Rane F10

A black landscape of gently churning water.

The sound of a beating heart.

A cloaked figure standing, a facet of the darkness.

A dim moon overhead, revealing the endless emptiness.

The silhouette in front of him caressed the water with an oar, its soft sloshing sound a testament to the silence of the surrounding void.

He gingerly pulled himself up into a sitting position; it felt like he was swimming through molasses. He felt like he was thinking through molasses too. Nothing was right. "W…Where?"

Shhhhhhhhhhh. The sound whistled through the air, bouncing off of the darkness and echoing like wind in a cave. He lowered a hand into the water; it was cool and thick, oily.

Time meant nothing. The most stringent dimension of the universe held no power in this place. An island came into view.

It rose from the water like a tortoise's shell, forested with trees and saturated with a milky lavender light. A small beach lay directly ahead, with a smooth path leading into the island's interior, lit by lavender lanterns hanging from vertical tree roots, bent at the top.

He followed the silhouette onto the trail, his feet moving of their own accord. The path was made of a smooth but hard substance, a continuous flow of black glass, and it made a low pitched hum whenever he stepped upon it. The figure leading him appeared to be invisible to it. A clearing came into view.

It was dotted with tiny ponds, no more than puddles really, of a blue liquid. He followed the shadow past one of them, two of them, three of them. Each had a pile of keys in its shallow depths; giant keys, larger than arms.

The figure halted and turned to him. There was nothing, no eyes, no nose, just darkness. Heeeeeeeeeere

He knelt down by the puddle and reached in, drawing out a key.

He unbuttoned his shirt, casting it aside.

Beneath was his chest, a lock. A great, golden lock.

In the center of that lock, was a keyhole.

He plunged the key into his chest and turned, turning time with him, resetting the clocks, and everything melted away.

Sensible

by Robert Hugo Noble F10

The outdoor air entering through the vent smelled of freshly laid asphalt. Every couple months the highway got bogged down in construction equipment and toiling peons as a section of the pavement was replaced. Cranes could be seen at the edge of the highway moving trees into holes which were dug in the median. Highway beautification. The change in traffic flow disrupted the usual harmony of the morning commute. Out of the windshield rows of orange traffic cones could be seen with no visible end. Cars as numerous as stars. The sun was beating down on the morning traffic with a terrible fury; rippling air could be seen rising from the car rows.

“My last day of work,” he said out loud to himself. He took a deep breath and sighed.

He took a sip of the coffee which would be his last from a metal thermos and returned it to the beverage holder. Retirement and pension, this drive was his final escape from a life spent at a desk. He drove a sensible green hatchback, comfortable and functional. This car adequately transported his body from day to day, without flash or pretense. He was a man of good economic standing, he could afford a Lexus or a Corvette if he desired, but these cars exuded a certain flashy extravagance that he despised in others. His children were gone and had lives. He was ready to travel, to escape the nauseatingly periodic life that he worked so hard to create for himself.

“My child is an honor student at Turing Elementary School” a bumper sticker on the red convertible ahead of him read. In the back seat a school age kid could be seen, he was hunched over playing a Gameboy. His mother was in the driver’s seat, she was looking at herself in the mirror, applying makeup. Trivial bumper stickers such as these annoyed him almost as much as unfocused drivers. Her distraction at this point in time was not as reprehensible because of the stop-and-go traffic, however in principle it was still incredibly annoying. The radio in the red convertible was quite loud and it filled the airspace of his car.

A loud cracking sound thundered through the area. To his left one of the cranes which was previously moving trees began to look unstable. It swayed back and forth. It was positioned dangerously close to his car. Another loud snapping sound rang resonant across the cars. The crane started to fall towards traffic. He saw that it would hit the convertible ahead of him. He floored the gas pedal and crashed into the red convertible, pushing it forward. By the time that the crane finished falling he had pushed it out away from the danger. Boom. The crane landed squarely in the top of his sensible green hatchback. The front seat was crushed, killing him.

The Striped Umbrella

by Eleanor Rigby

She found it out in the neighbor’s trash one day. The stripes appeared rather faded, the edges frayed, with a rip in it the size of a baseball. Gouges ran along the handle, looking like the teeth marks of a dog and the metal had been bent at an odd angle on one side. No one else noticed the umbrella. All the grownups saw it as a ratty old piece of junk that belonged nowhere but on the side of the road. To Izzy, it was perfect.

She couldn’t let her mother see it. Mrs. Davis would say it was unfit for use and maybe even unsafe and she would have it back on the curb before Izzy could even cross the threshold of the front door. So Izzy took it around the back of the house where no one would see it. There was a little pond behind her house in the woods. Her mother knew nothing about it; she never went closer to the woods than a safe distance of at least forty feet.

Izzy’s secret was safe. It had to be or else both the girls would be in trouble. Jemma was the only other person who knew about the pond. If anyone else ever found it, the girls wouldn’t be able to be friends anymore, though neither of them understood why. According to Izzy’s parents it wasn’t “proper”. Other people weren’t as nice about it and did mean things to people that looked like Jemma. And Jemma was the sweetest person Izzy knew. She was usually a rather quiet person, but bubbly and easy going in nature. The two girls always had fun whenever they were together, exploring in the woods, having imaginary tea parties, and reading to each other. They had other friends, but they understood each other better than anyone else did. Neither of their parents knew about their friendship; the girls both knew if their parents found out then they would not be allowed to see each other anymore. So they thought it best to keep it hush-hush and to have their place where they could be best friends all they wanted.

Jemma wasn’t there when Izzy arrived. All the better, Izzy thought, she could surprise Jemma with the new addition to their spot.

It stood nestled up under a tall oak-tree, right beside the pond. It was far enough into the woods that no one from the other houses could see it. A little round table big enough for maybe three girls of Izzy’s size rested under the tree, its dark wood weathered and the surface scratched. One of the legs was shorter than the other and there were no chairs, but the table sat close enough to the ground that the old stained seat cushions from Izzy’s house worked perfectly. On the table were two chipped tea cups and saucers and a pile of children’s books that Izzy had long outgrown lay on either side of the table. The umbrella that Izzy carried was the final touch. She stuck it in the ground behind the two cushions and plunked herself onto a cushion to wait for Jemma.

Izzy didn’t have to wait long. Her friend came through the trees on the other side of the small pond within minutes. Her eyes lighted on the umbrella and a huge smile spread across her face.

“Oh Izzy, it’s beautiful!”

Jemma sat beside Izzy and Izzy opened a book for Jemma to read. She was getting much better and it wouldn’t be long before she surpassed the reading level of the children’s books. They read their books and drank their imaginary tea as they had done every day for the past few months. But that was all about to change.

Today was the day that Mrs. Malloy decided to pick berries in the woods behind her house for the pie she was baking for the church bake sale; the same woods that were behind Izzy’s house, at the same time of day the two girls were having their tea and reading lessons. It came as quite a shock to all three persons when Mrs. Malloy came noisily bursting through the woods not ten feet from their little table. The three just looked at each other for an infinite moment, eyes like those of deer caught in headlights. Mrs. Malloy was the first to recover her senses, her beady little eyes quickly assessing the situation and the look of disgust spreading across her long face made it clear that it wasn’t a situation she particularly cared for.

“Ooooh, you are a bad little girl Elizabeth Davis! Your mother’s not going to like this!”

Before either of the girls could say anything or even move a muscle, Mrs. Malloy was bulldozing her way back though the woods, the promise of scandal too enticing for her to worry about brambles or dirtying her new white shoes.

Izzy and Jemma exchanged horrified glances and simultaneously stood up and flew through the woods as fast as they could in opposite directions toward their houses. It took Izzy only a couple minutes to reach her house, but when she opened her back door she saw her mother and a slightly more disheveled Mrs. Malloy standing in her kitchen. Mrs. Malloy had a manic gleam in her eye and gave Izzy a look that clearly said she was in for it. Mrs. Davis stood with her arms crossed, her face closed and alarming.

“Thank you for letting me know, Mrs. Malloy,” Izzy’s mother said in an even tone. “I will deal with my daughter. Let me show you to the door.”

Mrs. Malloy’s face fell. She had clearly been expecting to see the explosion that her information would surly cause in the cool and collected Mrs. Davis. Izzy’s mother took Mrs. Malloy by the elbow and steered her to the front door, all the while Mrs. Malloy stammering things such as “It’s not right” and “The town won’t have it”.

“I assure you Mrs. Malloy I won’t have it. Not in my household. I will attend to Elizabeth at once,” Izzy could hear her mother say in a clipped voice from the front door followed by a loud, definite closing of the door.

“Mama, let me explain,” Izzy tried as soon as Mrs. Davis reentered the kitchen.

“Elizabeth, I don’t want to hear it. Mrs. Malloy told me all I need to know. And even though I’m not fond of that woman, I know she’s not bright enough to go making up gossip like this, which by this time I guarantee the entire block knows about.”

“But Mama, Jemma’s my friend! I’ve been teaching her how to read!”

Izzy’s mother sighed. “Izzy, you’ve always been a good girl, you’re always doing the right thing. But this time it’s not about doing what’s right or wrong. This is dangerous. Most people are afraid of change and a lot of that has been happening lately, starting with the desegregation of Little Rock High last year. A lot of people don’t want this. Though I’ll tell you right now, your father and I aren’t among those people.”

Izzy looked up from the floor at her mother, shocked. “But I thought-”

“No. Your father and I aren’t against this change. We’ve actually been working with some other advocates to get our schools desegregated as well. It hasn’t been easy; we’ve been at it since Little Rock paved the way. But we have to be careful. It’s easy to make a lot of enemies this way, very dangerous ones. I don’t want that for you. You’re just a child. That’s why whatever it is you’re doing has to stop.”

“Mama, please…” Izzy tried once more in vain.

“Izzy, if there were any other way…” but before Mrs. Davis could finish, a thought suddenly popped into her head. One that might just offer the solution she had wished for her daughter.

It hadn’t been that difficult to arrange. The hardest part was getting a hold of Jemma who had been taking refuge in her house since Mrs. Malloy had seen her. But within the next week everything was set for the girls. The town had been buzzing with the scandal that Mrs. Malloy had taken no time in spreading. Izzy’s mother told her not to worry and that she was taking care of the situation in her own way, whatever that meant.

Mr. Lanes was a widower. He was a tough little man of middle age who lived alone in a white house on the edge of town not far from Izzy and Jemma’s houses. It wasn’t common knowledge, but he was discreetly working with the Davises to desegregate the schools. Mr. Lanes kept to himself mostly and the neighbors knew of no ties between him and the Davises other than that they were casual acquaintances. That was why his house was the perfect place for the girls. They met there three times a week under the old striped umbrella Izzy had put in his backyard to signify their spot. They were disturbed by no one seeing as few people ever passed by Mr. Lanes’s house anyway. Sometimes Mr. Lanes would come out and sit with them and talk and he always brought them snacks.

Then one day, several weeks later, Mr. Lanes brought them exciting news. Three months from now, the local middle school was going to be desegregated and Jemma would be able to go to school with Izzy.

During those three months leading up to the desegregation of the school, much excitement ensued. Not all of it good excitement. There were protests and sit-ins, sermons at church against it and public speeches in the park. There were also demonstrations in favor of the change and the girls prepared for the day in their own way. It took a while to convince Jemma’s mother to let her go to school. Like Izzy’s mother, she was afraid for her daughter. But at the same time she wanted nothing more than for Jemma to have an education and the same opportunities as everyone else. So Jemma would be one of the handful of new students to walk in to middle school that day.

That first day was the hardest. It seemed like the entire town was lined up outside the school waiting for them. Most were loudly expressing their feelings, none of which seemed to be in sympathy to the new students. All the policemen from the town were there in addition to about thirty from the National Guard. They kept the onlookers at bay and from reaching the children. It was terrifying for Izzy to watch from the second floor window of the school. She couldn’t walk in with Jemma, though she wished desperately she could be there to help her friend through it. But once Jemma was through the front doors, things became easier. If only a little. Not many of the teachers were fond of the change either. They spoke roughly to the new students, if they even acknowledged their presence at all. But the change was something everyone would have to come to accept eventually. There would be no going back; the world was changing.

It wasn’t easy for most people of Izzy and Jemma’s town to adjust to the new way of life. Like other towns, there were uprisings and violence. As time passed, people came to deal with the desegregation a little bit better. For a while Izzy and Jemma still had to be careful about their friendship; the majority of the town wasn’t quite ready for that just yet.

The girls continued to meet at Mr. Lane’s house, having come to prefer his yard and his company. Then one day the girls arrived at Mr. Lane’s house to find their spot moved to the front under a large willow tree. When they questioned the tough little man, he said simply that it was time. And so the two friends sat and read in the morning sun, shaded by the black and white striped umbrella with its frayed edges and stripes that were so faded it was difficult to tell where on stripe began and the other ended.

Good Intentions

by Jesus F10

Good intentions, they only go so far. But how can you aim frustration at a man who never intends harm? The answer to that question arrived several years after they announced the divorce to me. Looking back, I prefer the unsatisfying rationalization I created than the truth I learned.

I always thought I was old enough to understand, mature enough to be aware of all the factors going into their decision. With each passing year, and several intervals in between, these two characters seemed to reinvent themselves in front of my eyes. Of course I know it wasn’t them changing; I was the one who continued to hit milestones. Graduating high school, getting into an exceptional college, having a serious long term relationship, buying a car, and many more life altering events helped me to gain understanding of adulthood and my parents alike. Along with heaps of new responsibility, my entire family closed the gap between generations. No one censored themselves anymore; my parents were not the only people in my life transforming. But that is the recent past; I used to be blind to all activity of adults around.

It would be hard to believe someone if they said they never heard yelling in their house. Arguments may vary to the extremes between households, but they do exist everywhere. As a young child, my parents sheltered me from their heated disagreements as best they could, and they were pretty successful. Unfortunately, the walls weren’t always thick enough, and occasionally I heard their raised voices in an argument. A shockwave would rush down my body, leaving dread in my stomach and confusion wandering my mind. As a young boy of less than ten, understanding still sat out of my reach.

Time flowed linearly, but the arguments increased exponentially. Not only did my increasing age cause a decrease in censorship, but the mutual lack of patience continually shortened its wick into the explosive fireworks that erupted into my parent’s battles. And those fireworks grew in spectacle and danger as well. Evident to all inside the household, including myself, divorce was inevitable. All I hoped for was good timing; that they could hold it together until I left the house and got into college. That way I didn’t have a front row seat to the disputes, the legal issues, and the disgusting mess divorced caused. Most importantly, I couldn’t bear the thought of picking sides.

I finally became a teenager, and along with this age I received admission to view my parent’s marital issues like never before. I can vividly remember a scene that repeated itself more times than I want to remember: My father stood in front of the TV, as he did with all his free time. Storming down the stairs with the hustle and bustle of household chores, my mother rushed around struggling to keep our home in order. Of course, time always allowed for a quick, nagging comment.

“Rob, did you fix the shelf downstairs yet?”

As he inhaled deeply to try and stay calm, my father replied, “No, I didn’t. I was waiting for a commercial.”

“That shelf has sat there for over two weeks now, and you still haven’t cleaned the bathroom like you said you would. Hair is still in the sink. Oh, and what about the stairs, you…”

And there they’d go, sprinting out of the gates into the first turn. It never ceased to astonish me how my mother carried on for what could be an eternity if you didn’t stop her. Nor could I understand how my father could be so absent-minded. He always intended to do his work, and he always gave his word. With that much nagging, who could forget? On the other hand, how could good intentions infuriate someone so much? My mother never seemed to cut him slack, even though he never purposefully dodged what she wanted him to do.

From my current perspective, it should have seemed obvious that what I viewed on the surface didn’t encompass the whole issue. Soon I learned how atrocious my father’s monetary habits were. Of course, he never intended any harm; he just wanted the best for his family, but didn’t necessarily keep track of all his expenses. The debt my father accumulated deposited itself directly as weight on my mother’s mind. She ran around like a Mayan woman with a basket on her head, attempting to collect exceptionally dense receipts falling from the sky. Even when he had worked overtime and 6 days a week, it was never enough to cease the disputes. Within a year of observing the worsening relationship, I got that tragic front row seat that I had so hoped to avoid.

That disgusting mess came with full force. After losing his job, my father had nowhere to go. We had to make due, so my estranged parents and myself were forced to live in the same home, where avoiding each other proved to be more difficult than anybody had wanted. The size of our home inhibited all invasion tactics; moving from one area to another brought with it a heavy chance of seeing someone else. The condominium may have been spacious in terms of square footage, but the single staircase that connected all four floors seemed to always to carry travelers. My father set up shop in the living room; he now slept on the couch where his eyes constantly fell upon the TV. Unfortunately, the kitchen laid directly to the left, with only a belly-high wall in between the rooms. Inadvertently, this created several confrontations because of the overlap in domains. In addition, my mother’s beloved garden and patio lay out back, behind the sliding glass door, and to get there, she had to cross my father’s line of vision of the TV. And even though sometimes periods of peace enveloped this home, they were few and far between. I mainly remained in my own bedroom, especially when I saw a conflict arising. Unfortunately, this room happened to be right next to the heavily traveled stairs on the third floor. Even if it was somewhere else in the small household, droning my parents’ arguments out was always a challenge.

It took many trips, and I tried my hardest not to be around while it was happening, but watching my dad walk out the door at some point was inevitable. The light from the monitor shone upon my face as I sat at the computer desk, scrolling through Facebook’s most recent activity. To my right, I could see the front door out of my peripherals revolving as my father carried his possessions into his burgundy suburban parked directly out front. Though most of these items were coming from the basement, he forgot some from the bedroom upstairs. With the single staircase right next to the computer desk, he squeezes by during his ascent. Coming back downstairs, his steel-toe work boots causing heavy thud sounds with each step and arms full of belongings from his nightstand, he leans over and kisses me on the top of the head. I turn and gaze as he swiftly walks down the stairs, watching his flannel float outward and listening to his dog tags and keys bang together around his neck. And without any other options, my father of over 50 years old resorted to moving back with his parents right before I got my license. The condo had finally held too much conflict within its tiny walls and something had to change. Unemployed, living with his parents, and rapidly deteriorating credit, my father did his best to be optimistic. I admired him for this, and I admired his intentions. I looked upon him with something similar to pity; he never meant any harm, and life had thrown him curve balls at every at-bat for what seemed like decades. With this new found pity, and the freedom of owning my own vehicle, I got to choose which side of the family to spend holidays with. Although it was much more hassle, I commonly decided to stop by both. That was until I brought up something with my mother that I never thought I would be bold enough to.

Sitting at the computer desk immediately to the right of the dining room table where my mother sat, I casually conversed with her about the typical day at work for both of us on a warm humid summer day. Wearing only a towel from my shower, discussion of working out at the gym and spending time with friends eventually converged to the topic of my father. At one point I mustered up the courage to ask a question I had been dying to know the answer too for several years.

“Hey Mom? I just don’t understand. How can you feel so much rage, contempt, and frustration with Dad? He never means harm; he always has good intentions. I guess the real question is, why did you divorce him for being absent minded?”

With a heavy sigh and a shift of her seat, my mother sat for a while, looking pensive. With a long face, she turned to me and replied, “I know what you mean. It was infuriating always having to be on his case for stuff, and we most certainly argued about it, but that is not what pushed the relationship off the cliff. I decided to get a divorce after I found out he had been cheating on me on and off for about 3 years. “

A shockwave rushed down my body, leaving a feeling of dread in my stomach and confusion wandering my mind. I couldn’t grasp the sound waves my ears had picked up and that my brain had interpreted. After finally coming to terms with this information, I still couldn’t decide what to ever say to my father, but it made picking sides quite clear to me. I always knew that everyone was fallible, but my father taught me the depressing lesson that not even the most beloved people in your life always have good intentions.